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| Wednesday, May 23rd, 2012 | | 2:56 pm |
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Writer's Block: Star Trek
The other side of the black hole in the center of our solar system, as long as it isn't hell. Either that, or I'd like to be on a rock near the Voyager to see where it got to. | | 2:07 pm |
| | Thursday, May 17th, 2012 | | 12:18 am |
| | Sunday, May 13th, 2012 | | 11:07 pm |
Depression
Every Sunday evening, I fall into a pit of despair. Sad, unmotivated, feeling abandoned or unwanted by everyone, including God. Obsessed with pain from long in my past. Contemplation of suicide. It doesn't have to do with anything happening to me that day, except the fact I took one less Lithium pill than the night before. The next day comes, and I'm fine. It's like an underpass on a freeway. All I can do is force myself into a busy activity and wait for it to go. This is how it is with manic depression. It's not me, it's a thing that takes over my mind, and turns my thoughts inward on the things of sadness. A thing that makes the world seem smaller, more me focused. Focused on the inadequacy, the injustice, the failure. But it is a thing to be endured, something to wait through, like a line at the license bureau. It passes, and then you get on with your life. People recommend books in support groups, but the ones they recommended to me spend too much time on the person's life story, which isn't the same as advice on how to get over it. | | Friday, May 11th, 2012 | | 10:28 pm |
| | Thursday, May 10th, 2012 | | 10:38 pm |
| | Thursday, April 26th, 2012 | | 11:08 pm |
| | Wednesday, April 25th, 2012 | | 9:55 pm |
| | 9:54 pm |
Review of Barabec by Voltaire
This is a story about a Hindu who derived his reputation from driving nails and such into his body. A guy tells him that self mutilation isn't necessary for being a good Hindu, he tries giving it up for awhile, but then goes back to it at the end of the story, because he's prideful. I guess it would be witty and enjoyable if I believed in that religion. | | 9:54 pm |
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| | Monday, April 16th, 2012 | | 10:49 pm |
| | Friday, April 13th, 2012 | | 8:32 pm |
Man With the Golden Brain by Alphonse Daudet
This is totally bizarre and worth keeping the collection for. The guy apparently has golden brain matter, which he uses to buy things. He squanders, he spends, he falls in love, he spends on her, they break up, and then he spends the last of his brain matter at a shop in sort of a suicide. Weird. | | 8:31 pm |
Review of The Venus of Braniza by Guy De Maupassant
"Wives of the Jewish philosophers are, as a rule, ugly or possess some bodily defect." I found this hilarious. The story is well written, and another reason why I wanted to keep the collection. The guy's wife is uncharacteristically beautiful, and she asks him a question about the conditions in which the Messiah would arrive. The guy says the Messiah would come when unrighteousness was prevalent on the earth, so then we read about her having an affair. "I'm just doing my part!" Classic. | | 8:31 pm |
Review of The Courageous Hunchback Woman by Honore De Balzac
A woman witnesses a murder, feigns ignorance, and escapes the killers, then goes home, pretending nothing ever happened. But then the ghost haunts her, and she tells the sheriff. The style is like the Teeny Tiny Woman ("Give me my bone!"), sort of a comedic and weird little horror story. | | Thursday, April 12th, 2012 | | 11:07 pm |
| | Monday, April 9th, 2012 | | 11:50 am |
| | Friday, April 6th, 2012 | | 10:08 pm |
Writer's Block: A Bright Idea
*Precooked hamburger in the quantities necessary for spaghetti, chili and hamburger helper. *A water dish for dogs that works like a regular water faucet so you don't have to keep refilling it. |
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